full
empty

and there was nothing.
nothing left in the end.


introduction
confession

zishing
04-12-1992
no preferences
nothing particular.
the place people come to for help.
and that's about it.


out
in

AB
AiPing
Amos
Andy
Baka-Tsuki
Caroline
ChinHian
Dom
De-Coder's Cafe a.k.a.Yap
Hisyam
JingSheng
LeeYang
Kee
Leonard
LiJie
MarcusChan
Matilda
Max
MelWeh
RongRong
RuiFen
Sarah
SiHui
Stewart
Sumo
Valerie
Zak


past
present

August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 May 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 February 2011 April 2011 September 2011 November 2011

thank
request

designer: frozen.d}
resources: x


trigger
(Sunday, February 15, 2009/8:19 PM)



for there is this slight possibility.
that it might even end tomorrow.

for without material.
there is no power.

and without power.
you can't change anything.

and without change.
everything shall stay the same.

the same that you didn't wish for.

but my heart shall not waver.
i shall keep it still.

no matter how big the insecurity that may overshadow me.
i shall continue shining that light.

for with determination and a heart that never wavers.
i can.

and i will succeed.

my heart is not wavering.
i'm just thinking.

about how.
how to get out of this.

fighting so many times against fate.
and losing every single battle.

what are my chances now?

but i will still fight.
for when the one you hold dearest in your heart appears.

you will shout out.
and clash.

no matter how low the odds.
and no matter how it ends.

because you did it for her.
and then you will realise.


that it was fated from the start.